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Haunted

2012-01-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

This blog has been haunted for centuries.Okay that is just exaggerating much! Well it's been almost half a year I didn't update my blog.I miss writing! It's my passion to write. I'm not good at expressing feeling.But I prefer expressing it in my blog. No one would judge. Just let this fingers tap on this keyboard and I'll feel so much better already.

Year 2012 didn't go well but Alhamdulillah, I'm still breathing. Alhamdulillah, I'm still able to see & hear. What if death is actually getting closer to us without realizing it? Are we ready to face sakratul maut? Inshaallah, I'm scared :( What if I'm not ready? O Allah please give me the strength :')

I was in a relationship in mid 2010 but it ended early 2012. I decided to give up love for Allah. I didn't want to be in a relationship unless I'm married. I'm sorry. As much as I love you, I had to let you go. I'm sorry for being the bad one. But I had to. I choose this path because I do not want the both of us to forget our mighty creator.

We might not be like other couples, go on a date or touch hand or hug each other. But what I'm afraid of is zina hati . I don't want to even get close to zina. I regret what I did. The both of us always text each other. Of course we pray 5 times a day, read al- quran but deep in my heart i felt guilty. I'm truly sorry.

~~Iloveyou~~ but as much as I love you. I realized that I love Allah even more. I just don't want to be because of a lover Allah is forgetted. No, I've never forget Allah in every breath of mine but it seems that in every breathe of mine I am just getting further & further away from Allah. I just want that back where I always tell every story to Allah instead of sharing it to you. I guess I am just not ready yet.It hurts to be like this but I know Allah will show us the way Inshaallah :) I'm sorry I had to be cruel to end all of this.

I'm sorry.

To him,

Please be strong :) have faith in Allah. Everything happens for a reason. I know that you are strong so please, move on my hero :) the world is so much more than this. Forget & Forgive, I beg you please :)

Yours sincerely,

my oh my XD

2011-07-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

guess what? I just finished my report! But that's just chapter 1 & 2.HAHA which is like 10% of the whole report. Yet I sounded as if I've finished diploma HAHA =.= ya baruk tuija! HAHA

Work.work. I guess in reality working at construction site can be really harsh.Like seriously. People are always aiming for when they need to get their projects done and thus, the people who are working under them is being under pressured like seriously. I'm just a trainee but they expect us to be like a working engineers. They think we're engineers. I was like.I'm a builder, GET THE FACTS RIGHT.

At that instant moment they ask us to read drawings. To make sure where the piping goes as the plumber needs to install soil,vent and waste water pipe. Loads of expectations. I met a lot of people too, like 1malaysia HAHA. They all play hard and WORK hard TRUST ME. Everytime I reach home I just feel tired. I lost few kilos too HAHA perhaps it's due to non-stop walking and standing for the whole day.. HAHA

I like being at home still. There's Mi Ho.She's just ACTIVE. Hyper I mean.
Alhamdulillah upon everything that has happened.The ups & downs I'll try to make it through.Sorry If I haven't beign able to update at a constant speed as my body needs rest. Busy too.I dislike the fact that my Saturday is being snatched away for work boohoo :(

darker

concreting ot till night like 8pm.

restless

love

naughty fox

I miss luak

empty

McD breakfast ;)

I'm tired

2011-06-14T20:47:00.001+08:00

What I'm going to post about is related to my work.So, if you feel it's annoying BACK OFF. I wrote this just to let go of it.
I'M SO FREAKING PFFFT.Whatever.I'm tired.My legs are about to fall off.Seriously. I'm sleepy.Tired.I'm tanned.
17 stumps which has problemS. Super great! The consultant decided that we have to RE-DO the Link!
OH YEAH. DOUBLE THE JOB! The cost too :) You know the consultant was a friend of Harun, Our senior! We met him just now.Unbelievable. It's amazing how he still remembered us.HAHA
The footings are 2meters below the ground level.For two days all we did was dig the soil.
I feel like fainting today since it was so hot & loads of work to be done.
Because of the stagnant of water in the stump.For 2 weeks it's all about the 17 STUMPS.Bebual nyawa gitok eh!TENSION2.
I have yet to study the drawings.I'm tired.I miss studying so much :(
I'm sleepy.Night

this is miho :)

it's here!

2011-06-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah,
The internet line has finally come to it's senses! ahaaaa :D Got a new laptop for the house too. Would want a desktop but nowhere to be put :( SAD. Skip that. I'm adopting a can I mean cat aha.Tengok excited sampai salah spelling sudaa ! In a few more minutes I'll pick it up. Choosing names. I want Messi for a HE & ~~Kate~~ for a SHE but Liyana is ~~Kate~~ so skip that. Hermoine? Or Ji Eun haahaa.
I'm excited!
with lotsa never ending love,
ikaika

written in the stars ;D

2011-06-01T09:23:00.002+08:00

check out the lyrics.nice one :D

so it is

2011-05-31T19:57:00.000+08:00

Life has not turned up to way i want it to. But that's life. A challenge. Tidaklah beriman seseorang itu selagi tidak diuji :) I know life can be so hard at times. Sometimes when you are ~~living it~~, it's also a challenge. All of this happens for a reason. I know it because Allah knows best. I don't need anymore flashback. It hurts. No one knows.

Practical? It's hard. I'm still a student. 19 years old, STILL. Give me some time to adjust to the surroundings. Somehow language seems to be the big barrier for me. I miss my friends at UiTM. I want to hug you guys and just cry. You guys make me laugh when I cry. We use to go things all together and cry & laugh. Then we'd miss home. It's just how things are. I miss you guys :(

People changed. It's sad. I'm sad. Certain things just changed. You were not how you used to be back then. Why are rich people are snobbish seriously. Don't you guys know that Allah can take away you WEALTH anytime he wants? Isn't the QURAN enough to proof all of these? Come on, get a life.Wake up.I've known you for years. Just because of a bunch of someone you changed? I miss the old you. Seriously.

I've met someone special. My parents knows about it to & so does my whole family. But let's wait to degree first okay. Planning are importante you know. The future is unsure of but still we could plan. Study comes first.Jihadd :D haha.I'm glad I met him. I know he can guide me, Inshaallah :D Love someone because of his religion & iman inshaallah everything would be alright. He has taught me a lot of life.Thank you for the advices that you've given to me. Thanks for lending your ears when everyone else couldn't

One of my friend was involved in an accident. Please pray for her. Mar, Please be strong & I hope you're okay.She's at Timberland receiving treatment.She's in ICU. She's going to go though an operation again, tomorrow. I miss you.Please be alright, Inshaallah.

Lastly, please Allah give me the strength to carry all of these burden. The load for I can't bear but I'll try I know you'll test not someone who can't carry the burden. I have faith in Allah. For everything happens for a reason. We all are only humans.Tiny humans. But atoms are of course the littlelest things in this universe of course. We are only travelers in this world. The hereafter is for eternity .

holidays.

esplanade miri

2011-05-14T18:42:00.001+08:00

Friday the 13th

I do not believe 'friday the 13th ' It's superstitious

Little did I know yesterday was actually friday the 13th! Ahaa.

We went to Miri Esplanade yesterday.It's like a must-go-place in Miri. A 15 minutes drive from town :D I am Zarith's Officially Full time driver.I pick him up from school & bring him to places he WANTS to go -.- Yeah, seriously in my bank account there isn't much savings left there you know like seriously =.=

Esplanade is nice.Just the way it is :) Oh, Zarith went jogging & I was busy chasing away some birds.Perhaps they are seagulls but I know not much of birds you see ;D Everytime I take their pictures they seem to run away. Are they not fond of me ;( But it was not even closer to close you know -.-

Somehow I do miss Kolej Gading, a bit.Okay much. I miss 0411.The natural ventilation is seriously good. Though at times when it's hot it's HOT .It's the name of my hostel.Dinner time :D till we meet again

garrr arrr mighty x.o

just

2011-05-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

sometimes I feel lost just like this typewriter

once I wish upon the stars

2011-05-09T23:46:00.001+08:00

Subhanallah, I want to be able to witness a blanket of stars like these

Allah's creation is such a beauty & a beautiful wonder to me.It has captivated me.Somehow stars make me go insane.Loco-Roco! It made me realized how small I am in this world which Allah has created. I should be thankful being able to breathe every second in my life. Being able to wake up in the morning.

Alhamdulillah, All praise to Allah

Someone told me that life is fate & I think that it's too vulnerable & precious too.

I thank him for that.

Thank you :)

dear mama,

2011-05-08T23:39:00.001+08:00

To my dearest SUPER mama.
Since mama loves PINK. So, I'm writing this in PINK.
My mum is a SUPER MUM.
She has been there for me when the world is upsy downsy for me & also at my precious moments when I would feel so happy & feel like jumping so high to the galaxy! OKAY that's just exaggerating much :D
Anyway,
She is my SUPER MUM.My best friend.Everything, I could just spill the beans to her knowing she would always give her support to me endlessly <3 i love u mummy :)
Most of the time I address my mum as mama but at times when I feel like being pampered and wanting to be pampered I'd call her mummy. Then, she would go like stop making that puppy dog face, it doesn't work on me anymore dollina. Then I'll go like OH MAN!

mama.
I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings.I'M TRULY SORRY.Not just on this special day but every day. You're so special to me.You're my MUM.No one could ever freakin replace that name of yours which I have been calling for 19 years now.

You've planted & nurtured me & my siblings well mama. You always remind me of the world & hereafter. How important it is for me to do good to others.To do charity. To always do amalan sunat & the wajib is of course never to be left out ever.
I always pray you in every du'a of mine mama.Because YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME :)

Thanks mama.
Even the stars in the whole galaxy would not be able to describe how THANKFUL I am to have a mum like you.All praise to Allah, Alhamdulillah mama :) For ALL OF YOUR SACRIFICES FOR ME.Thank you.I love you mama.
Since I was small..
For carrying me to pre-school while I'm asleep.Thank you
For waking me up in the morning & waking me up again & again till I'm wide awake.Thank you
For teaching me knowing I'm the hardest to catch up among my siblings as I am a slow learner.Thank you
For cheering me when my result is like hmph don't have to describe that.Thank you
For teaching me the surah for the daily prayer for teaching me to memorize the words in the car every day before going to pre-school in the afternoon.Thank you
For always giving me the support whenever I needed.Thank you
For always involving in my school activities.Like fancy dress day.Where parents would dress their kids in the most fanciest way.Thank you
For teaching & asking us to by hard the surah & hafazan tilawah al-quran when I was in primary school.I got 1st because of you.Thank you
For being there every moment I needed you to be.Thank you
For being there when I won my IID.Thank you.
For sending me to senadin for my driving lesson.From luak to senadin it's far like from Kuching to Samarahan haahaa.Thank you
You see the list goes on & on.
Too much You've sacrificed for me.
LOVE YOU.
SARANGHAE mama :)
iloveyoutobits
eventhough you are faraway now mama.
Do come back safely & bring back souveneirs!

i want to go to umrah again:(

so miss that

I dedicate this song for you

with love

your daughter,

dollina

hugs & kisses

xoxo

assalamualaikum

2011-05-04T08:23:00.002+08:00

I'm back at home.
Alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat yang diberiNya.
Hambumu berasa bersyukur teramat-amat :D
sujud syukur padaMu Ya Allah :B

too long yet, too soon

2011-04-28T16:49:00.001+08:00

FINALS are almost.

OVER :d

mama has gone to europe.

I miss you mama, you left me here ;(

with finals aisshh

alhamdulillah, 2 more papers to go before heading to my home sweet home!
I wonder how my room would be like. Would I be able to adapt to the new environment?
Perhaps :) Assalamualaikum, Miri & & home too.Goodbye Kampung Luak, I miss you ;(

raya 2010

kak nina back to 2009.

ika muda haahaa

i miss baking cookies seriously!

eh gambar sesat! haha

domo & its owner ahaa

juicy :p ngidam buah JAMBUU

That's all for now, till then.

Off to taklimat practical, pray I'll get a good, kind hearted lecturer:D

lamak sik jumpa

2011-04-04T12:25:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum salam sejahteraaa :D
hey, it's been AGES since I last post something in this blog. I miss typing words in this blog.
This semester has got to be one of the busiest semester ever in the history of my semesters as a Building Student.There are LOTS of UPS & DOWNS along the way. Alhamdulillah, with all the things which I've been through I've become a stronger person. Some people may look down on me. But that's okay, I know what I'm capable of. I need to work harder. I still feel like a kid & people treat me like one too.I wish I could be more matured in such a way. I miss miri. My classmates & even the lecturers have issues with me pronouncing miri.MIRI . I was just born to say it that way. I don't understand.But that's okay. I'm not mad anyway it's just a natural way of me pronouncing things which captivated the hearing of others.Fascinating :D haahaa
I miss my family.Especially mama ayah zarith kaklong. I miss terawih-ing with you guys.Puasa-ing.I miss you guysssss :Dmamaayahkaklongzarithelmositikhai.LUAK!! my old home :( my family just moved.somehow i miss luak.

I SHALL BE BACK IN A MONTH

please pray for my success for the finals.

jihad fisabilillah :D

the sword which i hold of are my pen & pencils,

the knowledge which i possess are my shields.

cycling

2011-02-03T15:23:00.000+08:00

If I were to keep on cycling when would I stop?

selamatkanlah

2011-02-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah selamatkanlah kakakku & rakyat malaysia yg berada di mesir.Cepat2lah anta bantuan boh slow slow gik nyawa RIBUAN orang yaaa cepat cepatttt.Inshaallah mereka semuanya samapi selamat :,) saya rindu kamu kaklong.kalau balik sini kita dapat jumpa!!!!

can you?

2011-02-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

Cna yuo raed tihs? I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno’t mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

HDILOYAS

it's been a while now

2011-01-23T10:16:00.001+08:00

It has been 3 weeks since I last blogged.I rarely get the chance to online here since the line is just so aaa ==.== you get it right :/
Semester four has just started & It's one of the funniest semester ever that I've been through compared to the previous semesters.Alhamdulillah, everyone get along pretty well.I feel contented about that, like really :D it's hilarious I tell you XD We're getting closer :')
I feel like going to funfair near the seaside just like the book that jaqueline willson wrote in her book clean break back when I was in high school.I want that cold windy feeling you get when riding the merry-go-round.All things just look like miniatures :)) This semester has a lot of things going on.Better get things done fast chop chop :B TIME is at it's most ~~crucial state~~
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNNI ;d SHE'S 23 now haha.LOVE YAAA her birthday was on the 22nd Januray, yesterday hehe.May you be a fine young daughter & doctor, Inshaallah.I know you are :D

1st

2011-01-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

I just like the date.
1.01.2011
1.1.11
ONE
not one eye though haha.Being one, number 1 ouu yeahh;d
I haven't update me blog yet because I just came back from kl on the 28th and somehow my mood to blog has fade away at the moment.I will update soon ;D just not now heee;D
Tomorrow I'll be back to UiTM kuching.Peace upon you semester 4.Jihad fisabilillah :D

clover i heart u so much :D

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2010-12-21T11:36:00.000+08:00

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before

2010-12-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

People & rumours they ruin the life of others.

so

2010-12-19T19:43:00.001+08:00

It rained.asdfghjklzxcvbnmqwertyuiopp
Mama & ayah went to Kuching yesterday. Nizam got engaged. Congrats ;D
too bad we can't go.Last minute ticket can be really expensive really.Mama just let us stay in Miri :( haha.
They're going to come back tonight since ayah need to go back to work tomorrow & chop some birds haahaa XD oh my.Ayah just called.Their flight got delayed so going to pick them up late.Probably due to the rain it got delayed.
Zarith is really annoying & he really gets on my nerve lately -__-'' seriously, he's just annoying.Wonder how'd it be having room next to him & sharing the same balcony too erh.
My mind is all tangled up.I think I need to go back & study.Hello books :D I'll be a nerd ahaaa B.
gogo :D

seriously he hates the camera

Simply wonderful

2010-12-17T09:46:00.002+08:00

I just bought my ticket.I'll be back on the 2nd January in the early morning =.+ I thought I was going back on the 1st ahaa. I got to work smarter next semester. I'll be tougher, not the weak, congek ika haahaa.Seriously :)) If I have somewhat a shield that'd be perfect haha.

Next semester we'd probably have a study trip to Penang with Sir Muzani haahaa.

But I want to go to Singapore that is if Madam Asra is still with us.That's what she told us. I miss Madam Asra, I just love her class .Her lectures are so full of stories like BAM! haahaa.

Life now is simply amazing,Alhamdulillah.

I love holidays. I could just do almost anything I want at home.

Home, I love you :D

We've known each other since the day I was born.

I get to do what I wanted.I recharged oh yeah ;D

I'll miss youu bedroom.If one day you'll be in the hand of someone else don't you ever forget that I always liked the sound of the birds chirping from the windows, the sound of the rain when it hits the roof zinc,

the green trees, the fluffy cloud, the sun which rises in the early morning.

We planned to bring them along to the house when we'd move but sadly they died, one by one,

how could you leave me ;/ I missed you guys

I used to blog about you guys but you guys left,leaving me alone.

I'm going to miss you :(

home :,)

huskie ;)

tyra ;D

eloise & putri the smaller one haha

ryeowook & ki bum ;D

Sparky.
you've lived with me during my childhood days up to high school.
I missed you so much :,(
I missed it when I secretly bring you upstairs &
we'd lie on the trampoline at that veranda &
I'd share stories which you would only hear . We'd stare at each other eyes & fall asleep for awhile :))))
143

Simba is still living though, but he's kaklong's &
sparky's mine.
You may be shy & coward but I'll always love you :))

Well then, moving on.Start fresh ehh yerp :D
It's only the beginning

run baby run

addicted

2010-12-15T16:15:00.002+08:00

This addicted feeling has got to fade away fast.I'm going back to that room again.0412. How those horror movies always give those random room number a scare.0412 wuuu.Haha it's just the number of my room, nothing interesting. I miss those late nights movies haahaa.We'd watched scary movies during the exams.I miss them,fizzah, liyana, mira,izzah,wiyah,ekin,huda. Watching movies in the dark room then we'd scream because it's just too scary,watching movies, just to ease ourselves. The finals. The only thing I fancy is that there are no classes :)) ahaa. 3rd of Jan I'll be in my 4th semester ,yet I can't stop thinking about my practical in the 5th semester.It's kinda scary to actually work by yourself. The adventures in life, well we're going to become adults & work in the near future anyhow.That's life.

You walk forward not backwards.

(... ...あのときのことが、目に焼き付いて離れない... ... / 前に、光の差す方向に)

"... ...Ano toki no koto ga, me ni yakitsuite hanarenai... ... / Mae ni, hikari no sasu hōkō ni"

"... ... That time of my life is burned into my memory, and it keeps coming back to me... ... / Forward, towards the light"

-honey & clover 2-

Semester three so long ;D

Buildtech dinner :D

Last english class was cutting newspapers & stick.

It was FUN

Most of them say that it's a chalet for couples since we only have two models, such a coincidence,much

Ulu hybrid house

We got 1st for the IDD. It was certainly unexpected at all.
Such a funny experience :D
Thanks to yazid, & his ee friends who has helped us with the circuit setting up
haha

honey & clover is just nice ;))

terror

2010-12-14T16:02:00.001+08:00

Holiday has been great till I realized that I needed to get my butt back by the 3rd of January in UiTM.I'm glad that I survived semester 3.My result wasn't really that bright seriously.Expectations from people just went down the gutter as I got woot.My mama knew about my result.She told me if I didn't put much effort next semester well :/ work harder go go go ;D My saham gugok bha aaa.

Alhamdulillah I didn't repeat any papers huuuhuu. Well I didn't expect much from my results because I was pretty much blur last semester, I don't know erh.Slap me watchaa haahaa.Anyway the past is the past I just have to live with it & bear with it right. I'll take this as a lesson for me for next semester :D

A valuable one ahaa.

I've been really lazy this holidays.Like really.My days with Zarith well, lately he's always wanting me to play badminton with him, poor him, no one to play with ekekeke.He also type notes on my laptop just to tell me to knock on his door at 12.30 a.m sharp -__-'' I mean like oh my so romantic with the note haha.Ada lagik I love you and I care about you so please come to my room.I know he just wants to chit chat, knowing him but 12.30 a.m it's late laa tidoo laa

Lu ingat ini cerita korea kaa??

Zarith is just totally addicted to my girlfriend is a Gumiho.I've never seen him being addicted to any Korean drama at all.Like aa yeah.He's like nervous because PMR result is probably out on the 23rd .Good luck baby wawa I du'a you'll ace your PMR ahaa;p

Tomorrow is the 9th Muharram & the next day which is known as Hari Asyura, 10th of Muharram.We are most welcome to fast on those both days uhuh ;D A lot of things happened on the 10th of Muharram ;)) So let's fast ;D mari mari puasa ;D

Lately I'm always watching action movies which gives me adrenaline rush owh yeah bring it on :))

Les enfants terribles ,the little terrors -Gavarni.
It's over :)

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2010-12-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

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the days that went by.

2010-12-13T13:46:00.001+08:00

I have around only 20 days to head back to uitm.Which is like in a short while I'll be back there.--.
I love home & this would probably be my last stay in kampung luak.Perhaps moving around February but I sure hope this is not my last stay.Ayah's going to sell this house.Cool thing about this house is that it's 29 years already ;)) antique Haha. I have so much memories here.I grew up here but it's just time to move on right.I'll get my own room there hehe.The house is going to be smaller so not much chores as compared to now.I fancy the garden here but seriously the dewan people plant kelapak sawit there? Behind my house.Have you heard the food chain? kelapa sawit-- tikus -- ular. That pretty much explains why there are unwanted creatures lingering around here -_-'' luckily simba's here to catch them haha. I'd miss this house.It's a home to me :))

home :))

the classics

2010-12-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

I love classics of the Victoria era.Because of the way they utter their words in such a manner that I just had to fall in love with it.I watched young victoria yesterday. I fancy based on real story classic stories in such a way that it just attract my attention ;B Eventhough pride & prejudice is not based on true story I fancy that too.Oh & have I not mention about Jane Austin's real life? Sad, but just nice. I'd go crazy about classics. Just that the way they utter those words.Gosh I'm in love with their literature but if you were to ask me to study literature I'll throw up because I don't fancy literature to that level yet.

Along with their classic literature I'd fall in love with their soundtrack too.F.Schubert- serenade.How little did I know that I actually have the piano sheet -_-''' ahh.I played it right away after knowing.This is just like the time when I'm so obsessed with pride & prejudice.Ahh just beautiful :B no other words to describe aha. Just don't let me speak the way they do.Oh wait, I already did, at HOME! haa ika, ika .(geleng palak)

The young victoria, a nice classic movie :B

Marhaban ya muharram :B 1432 H

2010-12-06T17:47:00.001+08:00

marhaban ya muharram :B

Perasan tak perasan setahun pun sudah berlalu.Saya kini sudah mencecah umur 19 tahun tapi saya rasa masih lagi dibelenggu perasaan masih lagi berumur 17 tahun.Bangun ika.Wakey wakey.

Alhamduillah saya masih lagi diberi kesempatan untuk hidup.Masih lagi berdiri di bumi yang nyata.Masih lagi dapat menghayati ciptaanNya yang indah.Melihat awan yang seperti gula kapas, langit yang membiru,pokok yang menari-nari dahannya tatkala angin bertiup, udara kita hirup yang tak mampu kita lihat.Alhamdulillah saya sihat & mempunyai masa yang terluang.Masa untuk beribadat kepadaNya.Begitu syukurnya saya dengan semua nikmat yang diberi.

Bulan Muharram mengalukan kedatangan kita dengan keazaman yang baru ;B

Terlalu banyak yang saya pelajari tahun ini.Alhamdulillah semakin hari, saya cuba untuk memperbaiki diri untuk menjadi muslimah yang lebih baik. Pengalaman telah menhajar diriku untuk menjadi insan yang lebih tabah.Mungkin tidak dalam suasana yang indah. Tak semua yang indah semestinya indah dan tak semua yang perit semestinya perit. Diibaratkan seperti kita makan ubat atau minum air cola. Semuanya ada hikmah disebalik.

Dengan keazaman baru tahun ini, 1432H selepas maghrib ini, saya berharap kita semua akan berhijrah ke arah yang lebih baik. Catatkan keazaman diri sendiri dan lihat adakah kita telah berubah pada tahun ini? Apakah usaha kita untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan.Hidup ini diibaratkan sebagai seorang musafir, begitu pendeknya hidup ini.Apakah amalan kita selama ini cukup ? InshaAllah. Behijrahlah ke arah kebaikan.Cinta kepada dunia yang hanya sementara tetapi cintakan Akhirat yang selamanya.

What have we turned out to be a year later? To the better or the other way round?

Tergamam seketika
zarith begitu lambat mengambil gambar -_-''

Mencuba Pakaian Syurga | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

2010-12-06T12:15:00.000+08:00

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2010-12-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

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mess

2010-12-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

I'm getting tired.Sleep :D haahaa. I found this video of Sir Ezad.Ron took it, it's his raya speech. There's like 5 short videos with different shots. A lot of take there haahaa.ACTION.He's funny. His pesanan all so haahaa true.Too bad he moved.Sir Muzani's going to teach us structure.Oh my.

random picture of boo boo.Now that his fish is seperated because of zarith ;(

sunrise
the view from my bedroom.
i heart kampung luak haahaa

the beach :)

2010-12-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

Subhanallah ;)

Kite C:

Siti padah, "Eh ambik gambar ya juh," haahaa

Today we went for a picnic. Alhamdulillah it was such a beautiful day :) It was sunny. We went after Asar. I picked up Siti & got lost for half an hour -_-'' It's hard to find Siti's house but I know where it is now :)

The directions she gave me perhaps I didn't get it clearly haahaa. Fiqah bought sandwiches.I like ;) I made macaroni with cream cheese & sauages chunks haahaa. Too bad zahid & azlan couldn't make it.Azlan actually called Siti after Maghrib.Anak ya ehh.He told Siti it was okay with this depressed sound, that's what Siti told me.It's funny how she'd tell stories about Azlan to me.Haha I like to tease them both.Sshh haahaa :p but they're just friends,not more than that haahaa.Fiqah & Irin came before us, then ned & shafiq, fiqah's friend & her two cousins came after us .It was sad that we were there only for a few minutes. Siti & I walk near the seaside & sat & talk & talk.How I miss her haaahaaa :) & you know what's cute? Her nephew wanted to follow but he did not.He cried on the phone & he told, "Mak su tadik nya pegang tangan mek kakya lepaskan pas tengok kawannya". Aaawwww so cute.But I pity him.That's okay because his dad is going to bring him go to the beach.He's only 3 & he knows stuff.Tueja haahaa.So cutee :D

I rarely hang out with my friends.Most of the time I'm at home. I miss them.The times we spent at school.Aaa it's hard to believe that we're seperated now.Gosh, it still feels like yesterday when I was in Form 5.I miss 5 dalton 1 haahaa :)))

thermal discomfort

2010-11-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

i love hammocks :)

Dear Mr bloggie,

Miri is hot, Alhamdulillah.That has certainly made me to experience thermal discomfort in my own house, talking bout the ventilation around here ohmo :'/ sweats haahaa, but the vegetation around this area is awesome, it is a kampung area after all ;) I love the greens, such beautiful nature.Subhanallah :)

I got acne's too probably due to the hot weather here.Kuching is cold like super cold.It always rains there, Alhamdulillah. Miri is fine though.I love Miri just the way it is :))

Well, still no matter how hard I try to run away from it, it is still as it is.It's there & gone & there again.It hurts.I feel uneasy.People are busy, well then.I think I just have to get used to it.Just like how I get used with other things.That's okay ;))

kids & baby photo contest

2010-11-29T17:20:00.004+08:00

"kids & baby photo contest"

photo ni adalah banner contest, di mana korg wajib letak dlm entri dan sidebar korg..hehe
syarat -syarat penyertaan.

1. anda mesti menjadi follower blog kedua saya. http://sweetlikekisses.blogspot.com.Selepas ini pemenang akan di umum di blog baru:)..

2. anda mesti tag kepada 8 orang maksimum.tidak boleh kurang.dan bila anda telah tag anda mesti inform pada kawan anda yang mereka telah ditag.:)

3. letakkan banner contest di sidebar anda.

4. anda mesti sertakan satu gambar.tidak kisah gambar anda zaman baby,zaman anda budak budak,gambar adik anda,gambar anak anda,gambar anak saudara anda..

5. hantar link entry anda didalam kotak komen entry contest ini.

6.mesti mulakan title entry dengan nama contest.

7. wajib diberitahu didalam entry tentang contest ini dan hadiah yang bakal diberi kepada pemenang.

tarikh tutup sehingga 15 DISEMBER 2010 .tetapi terpulang pada saya jika hendak menamatkan tarikh lebih awal:)..so be alert!:)

hadiah yang bakal dimenangi ialah earring dari lazo diamond jewellery.white gold.

anyone who's reading :)

kenapa saya pilih gambar ini.sebab saya rindu zaman tadika dulu

Cepatnya masa berlalu waaah.Masa tu gembiranya karaoke haahaa.

Lagi kecil suka pose macam-macam.Rindu pula rumah sebab nanti kami akan pindah.

Rumah ini hanya akan tinggal kenangan.Tempatku membesar aaa.
Waktu kecil memang macam-macam kita main dengan imaginasi kita yang tinggi kan ;D
Bestnya waktu itu.Memang betul masa itu emas dah tak dapat jadi muda lagi.
Sebab itulah kenangan waktu kecil, itulah kenangan yang terindah dalam hidup.
Waktu itu, kita masih lagi dalam proses nak tahu ni apa tu apa kenapa macam ini?
Hehe.Sibuk pun hal remeh-temeh.Zaman budak-budak memang best.

;)

rindu

let's play

2010-11-28T16:44:00.000+08:00

I don't want an abandoned playground.It scares me much.Just like those nightmares :( They are monsters too in it.They scare me.I want a cat :(
Let's play basketball :B

scary isn't it.

Nice picture haha :B

araso

2010-11-27T22:15:00.001+08:00

I know.You've twisted it in the first place.You asked for things.You're back to just ruin it.I know. Stop it. I pitty them pleasee.Please.They're tired.People get old & wrinkly. I wish I have a shield though, then I could protect them then I'll be strong :B but unfortunately that only happens it movies.I'm not a superhero.I'm just the ordinary girl next door.Hit me, it's reality.I know, we get tested. We're humans so, be tough :)) everything happens for a reason :D
Alhamdulillah, I remain steadfast in worshiping Allah.I am in good health & have plenty time of pleasure :B
The things that I've wanted to do, i did them, Alhamdulillah.It surely made me happy :)))
Oh well ;B Siti & Khai is in Miri now :B da noemu noemu noemu noemu noemu want to see them.
I'm going to meet them all. They're going to come back next week:)
Siti, Khai, Lyn, Nad, Aleena.I miss you guys.I've been through a lot with them ;D
Two years had passed.We're 19 now.Ah, ho fast time pass by ;)

2008 graduation at dewan suarah

with miss irene, our class teacher :)

we got certs ahaa

hmm we sure look younger back then, this shows that I'm getting older ;(

I started the ok trend but lady gaga made it famous hmph.Now I don't use them anymore.They're like some parts of the illuminati acts or something.

Lastly. I sent my sister back to Egypt later that year.I miss you sister

I hope you're well there.

I can drive to parkson now ;D

I can drive you around Miri when you get back here.

Then we'd go dating again together :D

love ya.

let's have a cup of tea,please?

2010-11-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

When I was small I used to have this idea of serving HOT-TEA.I bought it at some market in Kuching.It's still in my drawer till now. But it never came true really.Muahahaha jk ;p silly evil mind heehee.I wonder if you actually chocked after drinking it. It has no expiry dates.Harmless & fun.It says so:p
I'm not a kid now.I know things even if I was a kid back then ;p

eottokaji :l
zarith & I have been watching this korean drama.It's cute :B

sabharr.

2010-11-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

Belek-belek ayat al-quran.Saya tertarik dengan Surah Yusuf yang menceritakan kisah nabi yusuf a.s.Saya juga tertarik sebab nama isterinya zulaikha, haha.Mulalah perasan -_-'' okay back on track tekk.

Kadang kita terfikir kenapa mesti saya lalui ujian ini.Kenapa tak orang lain? Allah takkan menguji hambaNya kalau mereka tak mampu kan? Orang pun salu cakap.There's a rainbow after the rain

La Tahzan ;)

Alhamdulillah saya bersyukur segalanya telah berlalu.Seperti apa yang saya mimpikan & doakan semuanya termakbul.Seolah-olah mimpi.Ya Allah, bersyukurnya hambamu ini ;B Setelah semua peristiwa perit ini engkau telah mengurniakan kebahagiaan buatku.Hambamu begitu bersyukur.Memang benar, senjata terhebat bagi seorang muslim hanya tak lain berdoa kepadamu, Ya Allah :)) Allah mungkin tidak akan memakbulkan doa seorang hamba dalam masa beberapa hari.Jadi kita sebagai hambanya haruslah sentiasa berdoa & yakin kepada Allah :D Sungguhpun setelah bertahun lamanya baru doa saya dimakbulkan namun yang pasti ,saya tahu semuanya telah berubah sedikit demi sedikit.Dulu saya pernah terfikir.Eh, hidup yang saya lalui ini tak adil betul.Macam dalam cerita indon dekat tv3 lah.Ika,ika,sabharlahh -_-''

Semua yang saya lalui telah menjadikan saya lebih matang.Saya menjadi tabah pada usia yang muda.
Apa yang pasti segalanya ada hikmah.Saya jadikan segalanya sebagai ikhtibar & pengajaran.Sudah banyak kali saya jatuh.Tapi dengan kejatuhan inilah saya jadikan ikhtibar.Saya harus akur ada kalanya saya putus asa dan menangis tapi kalau saya terus begitu, di mana lagi harus saya pergi di dunia ini? Saya harus maju :B Saya melihat sesuatu pada sudut yang berbeza sekarang. Orang lain mungkin takkan tahu apa yang saya lalui.Hanya rahsia antara saya dengan Allah yang maha Esa. Alhamdulillah :B
Keputusan ujian akan keluar 10 November nanti.Ahh takutnya saya :O tawakal & berserah.Doa sahaja yang mampu saya lakukan kini.Nervous ~~

Ayah selalu cakap, Life is like a bed full of roses.There are torn.You might prick them.

masih layan.best bhaa :B

2010-11-24T15:17:00.000+08:00

Waktu ika 1st semster ika transfer-transfer barang dari external kaklong. Ika tengok-tengoklah lagu lam folder ya.Main ambik-ambik jak.Tem ya cuti raya :B waktu sampei uitm ika pun bekareh tengok barang lam external ya.Dengarlahh semua lagu ya tek.Click-click lagu.Skali nangga nak e best lagu tok eh best eh.Sampei nektok masih layan lagu tok.Bestt :B

semoga kita sentiasa istiqamah dalam setiap amalan kita
gambatehhh :B

mute

2010-11-23T19:40:00.001+08:00

mute it .It's kinda loud in here
thank you :B

demi masa ;p

2010-11-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

Sudah seminggu berlalu semenjak meninggalkan Uitm.Wah nang lajulah masa tok berlalu kan kan?

Orang slalu madah masa itu ibarat pedang yang tajam,hadis rasulullah s.a.w. Tengoklah betapa hebatnya masa.Omputeh pun salu madah time waits for no man.

Apakah kita telah menggunakan masa dengan sebaik-baiknya? Sebagai hambaNya yang lemah saya harus akui, betapa lalai & alpanya diri ini.Akan saya perbaiki diri ini.Manusia mudah lupa.

Oleh itu, marilah kita mengisi waktu cuti ini dengan perkara yang berfaedah.Seimbang-imbangkanlah :B Janganlah kita menyesal di kemudian hari.Nikmat sihat & masa lapang seringkali kita lupa betapa indahnya nikmat ini ;D

Teringat waktu ika form 5 dulu, kaklong tukar background desktop ke ayat terjemahan surah al-asr.

Ika termenung pada screen computer.Apakah ika telah menggunakan masa dengan sebaik-baiknya?

Surah Al-Asr

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم: Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.

وَالْعَصْرِ Demi masa.
إِنَّ الإنْسَانَ لَفِي خُسْرٍ Sesungguhnya manusia itu benar-benar dalam kerugian,
إِلا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا وَعَمِلُوا الصَّالِحَاتِ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالْحَقِّ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالصَّبْرِ kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan mengerjakan amal saleh dan nasihat menasihati supaya mentaati kebenaran dan nasihat menasihati supaya menetapi kesabaran.

Masa itu ibarat emas “ malah maksud sebuah hadis Rasulullah SAW “ Bahawa masa itu Ibarat pedang yang tajam, Jika kamu tidak memotongnya maka kamu akan dipotongnya “. Oleh kerana kepentingan masa, maka Allah Taala bersumpah dengan Wal-asr. Iaitu “Demi Masa”. Manusia akan sentiasa berada didalam kerugian sekiranya tidak dimenfaatkan masa itu dengan panduan iman dan taqwa.

Masih ingat tak lagu raihan waktu sekolah rendah dulu-dulu? Bestt ;B

biane

2010-11-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry. Even an infinity sorry won't change anything.I know that for sure.
Pleasee.
Some decisions , it's for our own good. There are reasons for things & I do not make choice without reasons.
I have to.Sorry ;/
Sorry If I've stabbed anyone's heart for gazillion times.I didn't mean too.
I don't want to regret in the future over things because of the wrong path I've chosen.
People may see things differently but they don't know how wrong it is.
I feel guilty.Wrong.Full stop.
But still things are the same just that they're a bit different that's all.
O Allah please guide me & show me the right way.Pleasee :B
They say," save the best thing for the last".
& that is what I did.
I'll cherish it & put it in my own snow globe.Let it be frozen in time.
Till the right time has come. I'll break it & feel would feel contented with it,Inshaallah :B
We plan but Allah the Almighty decides.Whatever happens, it happens simply for a reason.

clover :))

they.

2010-11-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

If that is what they want then, I'll do it.Live your dreams :B

Dream big.Think BIG <3

my rainbows

ayah & mama

kaklong & zarith

heartyouguys:B ooh & the food is superbly awesome at home & & & IT'S FREE :D

eid al-adha.

2010-11-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

eid al adha to all muslims :B

I know it's kinda late for the wish.Happy eid al-adha ;B I've been pretty busy & not in the mood to online that often these few days because I've been busy. HAPPY EID AL ADHA :B
But still, we can still bertakbir till the 13 of dzulhijjah of Asar that is.It's a sunnat.
I know it's late but, let us all do it again shall we? I know this post is superbly late arrr.Inshaallah we shall do it agin next year If we're still here in this world that is, Inshaallah :B
On the day of eid adha my family & I went to the mosque to perform our prayer.
It was indeed a day to remember the sacrifice that our prophet Ibrahim A.S has made.
The whole day afterwards I spent at my grandma's house & reached home in the late evening &went to parkson too haha.Zarith bought his stuff which was very much satisfying for him indeed. Still, I want a cat & I'll get one.Trust me :B I bought a book too ngeee & stickers :))
The next day, I can't really remember what I did.But what I'm really sure of is that we went out at night to this banana leaf restaurant. It was perhaps an Indian restaurant based on it's surrounding I suppose.
I've been reading books lately which would recharge my iman :B yeayy.Time of leisure sure is fun after all.Though at times I can be bored to the maxxy.Still, I love home.I am being kept well since I'm at home most of the time.I don't get out much often.Still waiting for my friends .Yerp, still having their finals :p great luck you guys.Love ya heehee.
I'm working on my tazkiyyah al-nafs (purification of soul) .Inshaallah :B

picture at pulau ghedang ;) thanks to dylan.
It's a candid picture ahaahaa

i'm a loner & love light

2010-11-16T13:59:00.001+08:00

I've been addicted to these song since the finals.Haha

tell me

2010-11-16T01:06:00.002+08:00

Selamat berpuasa pada 9zulhijjah :B

The red flag has been brought down.It's back to white again.ahaa.Which means I finally can fast.

There are tons of good things you could do in this month of zulhijjah :B

Alhamdulillah we are still alive up to this day.Let us do good deeds which may bring joy upon us in the world hereafter ;B recite the quran & read the tafsir.Don't just read it blindly.It's like watching a korean drama without the subs.Hate it right? Take small steps in gaining our iman, inshaallah:B but remember, steadfastness(istiqamah) is equally importante.Let's make most of our time of leisure & not let it fool us.

Lately I'm having stomach upset :( boo me.It hurts i tell ya.I feel weak haha exaggerating,much.Oh well, that's life right.I feel contented that I'm at home.I get to eat sayo kueh tiaw again :B it smells like one.But it's actually fried long beans with eggs.I fancy that.Yumm.I've turn into a decent malay girl ahaaa (perasan lah yaaa pfft), joking.

Well, at least I'm exposed to malay traditional food & eat them now as compared to when I was young.Thanks to nenek asmi :B

I could barely eat nasi lemak when I was 8 or 9 because I don't know what that is.Belacan? urgh.

But I fancy eating malay food now & I'm loving it :B dabai.belacan.tempe.you name it haahaa

I've been wondering.Am I doing the right thing? I'm confused.O Allah please guide me :B pleasee

Ya Rabb

~~ouch my nose hurts~~

rainbow :B
me loike

i had chocolate for brunch

2010-11-15T12:59:00.000+08:00

I had two triangles of toblerone for brunch.Haha.I was in search for milk but to my despair, I found chocolates.So I munched it with plain cold water.That was my brunch.

I woke up from bed knowing that the house is empty, well not really.Kak ita is downstairs.
Everytime I wake up I'd go to the tv room & see If the cars are there.If they aren't well then, they're probably gone somewhere.Somehow I feel like a kid, waking up from bed and rush to the window just to check if my parents are at home.Zarith has gone golfing perhaps.He's getting darker.Not in a tan way dark.More like charcoal dark ahaa , no way.He'd be mad if he reads this.

I just arrived in Miri yesterday.So long semester 3.I'm scared, very much of my results coming soon this december.I could only dua now.Aaaa (screams ika) ahaa, talking bout being a narrator.

I have plans this holidays & I plan to make it work Done Not left hanging just like that.

The usual plan,

~~cook.read.recharge~~.PLAN A.

Let's recharge our iman.Gain some knowledge:B & spend quality time with our love ones.

famille

(pronounced as famil)

& that's family in french

Let's go to paris ahaa;p

No, let's go to makkah & madinah again :B & feel the serenity there.

subhanallah

under construction

2010-11-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

my blog is temporarily under construction.
It's been a while since I blog.
I just want something simple.That's just the way I am.
I just came back from kuching.
Alhamdulillah semester 3 is finally over.Talking about the drama I've been through.
I miss my pals.They went through a lot with me.Thankies:B
It's time to recharge.My palms are getting sweaty.Eww, well that's my nature.
Better stop typing then.
happy eid!

happy 52nd birthday ayah:D

2010-10-26T02:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY MY DEAR AYAH :B
thankies ayah for being my father.You make me laugh at times.Though your nag hurts me at times but it is to teach me.I understand that.I love you hehe.Sorry for the typing error this morning haha.Sorry I totally forgot the dates in UiTM ahh.Horrible me.Lame.Heee love you daddy :B
If it weren't for you I won't be who I am now.Thankies dad :B
I heart u :B
saranghae appa ;O

yakinlah ;B

2010-10-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

Yakinlah kepada Allah.Yalah topik majlis yang ika denga izzah pegi jemat riya.Yakinnya kita kepada Allah.Ika sik patut react macam ya marek.Aaaa kenak ika camtok.Sorry.1000 apologies to people who I might have hurt.I'm truly deeply sorry.Boh bertindak ekot emosi kan? Hmm markah carry marks teruk.Aok la sedih la kan.Tapi apa yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya.Ika cuma perlu yakin kepada Allah.Jaiyou ika :B
UDT.final dah tok wakey2 ika :B gogo.dahlah.
We just need to move on.The past is written.We live in the present & change the future.
Tapi semua dah ditulis di pintu luh mahfuz.Tapi kita sebagai hambaNya perlulah usaha kan ;B

clutters

2010-10-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Dear diary,

Nah.It's not a diary haha.It's a blog :B
I've stop blogging for a while.
There are just tons of things to do here.
I'm bored at times.I fb more than I blog these days.I think I'll talk crap now.My mind is just full of clutter.
Clutter which I just arrrrrrr.I'm messed up.I don't know.

If I could put my clutter in boxes and arrange them nicely just like all my stuffs are hehe.Perasan lah smua barang kemas lam kotak tek? haha

My ears have decided to play a game with me again.wheee.It's called the faint ringing sound.Have you heard?
It's here again.Why? Kenak time final mok datang juak aaaa.Sik kesian ngan tuannya kaa??
My tummy still hurts aa.It's at its worst when I woke up,first thing in the morning.Tell me if it's wrong.

Oh well, hehe.I am barely ready for finals.I'm scared.aaaa what is wrong with me aaa I'm scared.
O Allah please help me.Why am I so lost? At times I think I'm near to you but at times I think I'm getting further away from you.
Believe in Allah :B How much do we have faith in Allah?
Only at times in need? Isn't it sad? As a Muslim we could only think of him in times when we would really need him.
Why? Why are we so proud of the things that we have in this world? When all of us & the things that we have & cherished so much are just borrowers why? Why are we asleep when we are awake? Why? Have we ever asked ourselves?
Allah is always by your side.Always pray & du'a to him.For he would always hear our du'a :B
No matter at times when we feel contented or when we feel as if no one is there to give us a hand, Allah would always be there:B
My mind is full of questions sometimes.I get curious at times.Hmm
Why :B
Sometimes I feel sad as I search for something.
I think I'm lost.Lost in this world where every second ticks it's precious time.Time won't stop for no man.
At times I just keep my lips shut.When I'm deeply hurt.I think it's better for me to wonder around in my mind.Lalala.tralalala.No one would blame me for nothing.I know I no longer sound like a sane person.Have I lost my sanity? Haha no.Astaghfirullah ika.Hehe no laaa.
No one would feel the way I want them to feel.We're just different people right.

I don't think I want to hear any words of wisdom which would cheer me up.Just give me some time.That's all I need. I have faith in Allah.That's all I need :B

till we meet again

2010-09-19T12:12:00.000+08:00

I'll be missing miri.
Us & kampung luak :B
love you guys,xoxo
next week park hyung jae coming soon.haaahaa :p
too bad I can't see it LIVE haahaa oh my
haahaa
kaklong oh i miss you.InsyaAllah we'll meet again next year.Love ya

I'll always dua for you guys love ya :B

angol

2010-09-17T23:52:00.000+08:00

i feel uneasy.It's too quiet.I'm not used to this.It's still raya but it just doesn't feel like since I'm trapped at home :( I keep on procrastinating my assingnments.I feel angol.Cik muzani's assignments make me go aaaaaa? haaaaaaa
OH & final's in a month :O

I still feel like I'm living in the past.I know it stinks big time.Errrh.I miss big family gatherings :,(

idk where's the picture of my mum's side big family.

taken ~~2008~~

~~oh & zarith is small.~~

haaahaahaa

i feel like this

i want to be like this

arachi?

you get me ~~now~~?

i miss you guys :B

7th day :B

2010-09-16T18:00:00.001+08:00

It's 7 syawal already? Aigoo, how super fast time pass by ehh?
Puasa 6 huuhuu.Yeah I think I'll be doing that went i'm back in uitm next week.Heh, jimat duit haha.
Seriously.It's quiet here.Aaaaa hehe so zarith & I went to esplanade this morning haha.We were super bored aaa.Ayah went off to work.It's quiet you know.I wan to go jalai raya but it seems like I can't.Mama wouldn't let me aaa.This is just boring ehh.
Fine then.I'll be the obedient girl then.Haha.So not :B haha.Oh I'm starting my engine currently.Tender & ctu presentation.Yeaah assignments are super not cool.I can just imagine sleeping around 3 or 5 again next week aaaa.Since I'm a kt (kaki tido) insufficient hours of sleep makes me feel sleepy during lectures.Yeaah sleepy & my backbone hurts.Seriously I'm still young oh I feel like nenek already sakit blakang macam ni. I seriously salute all of my friends who could bare getting not enough sleep.But they recharge on friday nights & weekends.But still aaa I cannot tahan.Nang ada tauk tido hhahaha.It's soo not cool jadi kt because you fall asleep so way easily.ERH :P

here are random pictures.

i miss these moments.

i just dislike assginments and test aa.

i miss pulau ghedang haha

i miss three musketeers

i miss stupid things we do in class when we're having break that is

i miss madam asra haahaa

since i didn't attend her last class before raya

oops haha

i was in miri bhaa :B

messiness melanda meja belaja ahah

~~back to school :p~~

selamat hari raya :B

2010-09-15T07:19:00.002+08:00

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir & batin :B
maaf atas kesalahan ika kepada sesiapa sahaja andai ika tersilap kata atau langkah.
Bukan sahaja di bulan syawal ini kita bermaafan tapi kita haruslah sentiasa memaafkan kesalahan orang lain.
"Forgiving is just like giving your heart a little more room"- moment to remember,2004
chewaah quotation main ahaha mentang2 da bel 310 ahaa no,coincidence laah!
Raya is just around the corner.It was ramadhan before & now.It's the sixth day of raya.Back to school :p haha kesian miak gik skolah.(tetak jap) hahahaha.Well I'll be back on the 19th NOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I don't wanna go back.It's nightmare there :o
Raya in kuching was super fun.Especially family gatherings:B alhamdulillah this year I'm so blessed with everything.The fact that it's getting better makes me feel contented.I'm still able to breathe to be able to live with
what Allah has created & given to me is just wonderful.Subhanallah, alhamdulillah all praise to allah.
This year is certainly one of the most magnificent year where I'm living the most of it ;D alhamdulillah.Allah has certainly answer to all my prayers.Tears of joy to that :D Oh, only Allah know how wonderful I feel.
Changes which has been chosen to lead a better life certainly is the right one.
Sorry i can't go jalan raya with my coursemates.Mira,liyana,fizzah ohh sorry you guys.Everyday went jalai with family.They just have jalan plans every second haahaa.I was really looking foward to jalan raya but, aaa limited time :( anyway. selamat hari raya you guys.miss you guyssss :B

Well let the pictures tell it's story then.
Kaklong, thanks for the date the other day. I'm missing you already.Good luck meeting the in laws heehee.
I know you'll do well despite the angie lips haahaa.Aaaa i love you unni.saranghaeyo unni :)
She just left miri for terengganu.Her friend just got married so she's attending the wedding.Then, she'll be heading to kelantan hehe.I love you sis.

~~days before raya:~~

~~breaking the fast with my coursemates :B~~

~~ate at pizza hut.~~

~~Sadly mira & nick couldn't make it :(~~

ZAHIN :d

i've officially become a fulltime babysitter at my grandparents house to this boy.

He's cute and lebeeh haahaa.

he's a year plus.

active.quite haha

went raya shopping with there two heroes, syahmi & haziq.

Boys are hyper i tell you-_-''

~~first day of raya:~~

~~went sembahyang raya with my family & nenek~~

~~we were the only ones who do not stay in kuching to celebrate raya.~~

~~to all my cousins who couldn't make it, I wish we'll meet again next year, insyaAllah :B~~

second day of raya: we went for jalan raya from 9am to 4.30 pm then later at night around 9 went to had dinner at top spot yuum haha

zarith has finally grown into a fine young man.

haahaa

third day : went to saloon to chop some hair.haahaa.then it's spring time:D

zarith's playin kaklong's htc

yummy :Biglool

formal zarith haahaa

i had my date with kaklong a day after arriving miri.As usual, parkson haahaa

we ate at secret recipe, iglool, hot roll takeaway & big apple's takeaway too haha

food hunting?

perhaps.

haahaahaa

zarith made this omelet crepe yesterday.

he's a good cook sssh .

don't tell him i puji him haha

this is what cik muzani gave us after rejecting our tender twice

garh.

we had a family photoshot.

It's hard to gather like this.

ever.

so strike the iron while it's hot

aha pa ka sekda kaitan alu

mama said: since all of you are here, let's take picture for memories

okies then:B

~~raya 2010~~

~~syawal 6, 1431 maal hijrah~~

~~selamat jalan.~~

10 hari terakhir

2010-08-31T07:06:00.000+08:00

Pejam celik pejam celik dah 10 hari terakhir? Alamak pergi ke kedai mamak juh.haha sik masuk akal alu jak mamak indah.Giney yaa.haha.

Ohh time pass by so fast. Adakah kita menghayati ramadhan sepenuhnya?

Atau hanya sibuk denga 'raya preparations' ?

Ramadhan is the best time of the year because we get to strengthen our bond among our family & friends. Especially when you're living under one roof of hundreds of student in one hostel, it really is kinda fun but not as fun as being at home though. Breaking the fast with your coursemates & roomates & levelamates really is a new thing for me.Going to teraweh with them, I met new people. This semester will be my last semester fasting in U & also the last would I perform my teraweh there.Sad ain't it ;( Because semester 5 I'll be in Miri doing my practical :p ohh practical is kinda creepy.You need to stand up alone aaa. Knowing I'm a blurish person aaa I'm scared :O

Lama betul suda saya tidak berbelog ohh hehe.Oh I'm in miri :D haha.

Oh it's so good being at home. I miss my family. Kaklong is here.I get to spend time with her.I love her : D oh she's into Park Hyung Jae haha

& I'm into Park Ji Hyung hehe.

They're not famous.

But they're cool :D

heeehee

Oh ramadhan with your family is the best.Sudah balik miri baru ada feel posaa.

Teraweh ngan family la plaing best.Tidak lupa juga bersaho dengan mereka & berbuka dengan mereka aaa.

Mama gerak saho best :D heeeheee

oh oh jalan-jalan di bazaar ramadhan best juak ngan family hehe.

Famliy ika sik salu gi bazaar ramadhan sebab masakan rumah best gik hehe.

Tapi tek ingin pergi jadi pergi la skali nangga oh best juak oh haha

Oh sepuluh malam terakhir ramdhann kini telah muncul kembali.

Adakah kita menggunakan masa ini dengan sepenuhnya??

Malam lailatul qadr :D

laju kita berqiamullail rami2 mengejar pahala di bulan tok

hero of the year tokk

heehee

tengok tok.haha cali eh tringat tengok tok awal posa ngan ekin ngan fizah hahaahah

Ramadhan, the holy month :D

2010-08-15T12:22:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan is here!

I'm super happy.I get to fast already! I can't fast for two days.Dahlah awal bulan posa gik ya.Let's just hope that's the only 2days I can't fast.NO MORE.Haha.Then it'll be full aite huuhuu.
I know It's been totally ages since I last updated this haunted blog.Kesian tengok blog ika alololo.I've been busy since school started last july.School haha.Yeah I'm still a high school student as many people guessed that is
Due to my height & attitude, people really judge me by the cover.Oh well.At least people don't get to say I'm 30 or what that's okay.

Kaklong is back in MIRI! yeay. I can't wait to meet her.I wonder how she looks like after a year we've been apart.Now, she has the other half.Haha yer2 dara sudah ooo.Sudah besa oh kaklong :') haha.Oh I got loads of story to tell you lah.Mama say that I could go back to miri this independence day which is due in 2 more weeks. Yeay posa in Miri with them.The last time was when I was in form 5, me last high school year.Aaaaa missing it so much.Terawih with them is one of the thing I can't forget.
Assignments & tests are going to meet each other next 2 weeks aaa.Thus, this will increase the load on my shoulders.Haha pa nama ya load atas shoulder.Haha oh klua dah structure.Haha

Actually there are more pictures but due to the uber slow uploading, kirim salam jak mok ngelod smua yaa

I just came back from pulau redang last 2 weeks.Subhanallah, it's a beautiful island.The stars, made me think of how small we are & how amazing Allah Almighty creation is.The blue ocean is just magnificent.How amazing it is :'D and then we head to KL which made me think how soo aa boros I am.Astaghfirullah ika ika.Aduh3.So, I'm trying to reduce my spendings this Ramadhan.Hehe.To cover up what I've spend aaa.

Last few days, I heard a news from a close friend of mine.His friend's girlfriend died due to leukimia.The sad thing is that he didn't know she had one until that day.Sad isn't it.Harapnya ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman.Pada bulan penuh mulia agik nya meninggal tok.It made me realize short our life is.Everyone of us will go in the end, it's just a matter of time.Appreciate you love ones.Everyday we are alive it's a bless.Alhamdulillah.Mama told me everytime when we are able to see the blue sky, say alhamdulillah because we know that we're alive.Make the most out of it.We don't know what might be ahead of us.Like most people would say.We plan but it is Allah who decides.So, let's make out the most of this Ramadhan.Increase our iman.Gogo :D

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a. bahawa Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. bersabda: "Apabila seorang manusia mati, putuslah (tulisan pahala) amalan (setakat itu) Kecuali tiga perkara (yang akan berlanjutan tulisan pahalanya) iaitu sedekah jariah atau ilmu memberi kepada yang faedah orang lain atau anak yang soleh yang berdoa untuknya."

(Hadith Sahih - Riwayat Imam Ahmad)

goodbye.

2010-07-04T12:24:00.000+08:00

salam uitm.selamat tinggal cuti & miri

BACK TO SCHOOL

dad i love you

2010-07-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

I know.Late wish what erh.But of course I wish my dad daidai's day haha.

Just not in my blog.I hardly blog.Because I hardly online.Because I was kinda busy hmm

But the most important thing is that we all love you

;D hehe I know you won't read my blog but still

I love you.

You thought me a lot of things.

Like how you should think about your future since primary

What & where will you be & doing in the next 10 years?

Yeah

He has like tons of wisdom word like

Life is life a bed full of roses

or or

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail

Yeah that's ayah.

We used to be childish back then but we grew up.

I miss playtime haahaa oh now I'm big.

it's just how it is

2010-06-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

I realized that I didn't blog as much as I've expected I would since it's holidays.Surprisingly, I've been busy.I know what can a girl who is jobless,having holidays be busy right? Yeah I know this is ridiculous.Haha oh yeah I always go out because of the driving lessons & discussing with the id regarding our bedrooms and grocery shopping with mama & parkson with mama & zarith.I just hanged out with them for like 3 times.Yeah now they're so busy with handling IPTA stuffs.Great luck all of u.Finally you guys now are university students :D haha

Well a lot of thing happened.That's life with the ups and down.Eloise died yeah.I just didn't blog about it.My mood of blog somehow fade away. It'll come back soon or later. Well I'm so glad I'm back at home.I didn't miss any IMPORTANT news seriously.When you're in U like some of the details of the important news got left out. I actually have to hear it from other people's lips blabbing.I'm not a kid.I can handle news even though it hurts like tyra is lost! Yeah mama told me after a month since she's gone oh mo.But at least she told me that minshey died in the most violent way right away.They found her dead body smeared in blood as if she was murdered.Well actually it was not . Exaggerating ika.Okay, fine. Tangsik, he's the gardener. He found minshey dead in the bushes.Like she has already become somewhat a bangkai you know oh mo.She was bitten by a dog perhaps.That was somehow what the hypothesis or the assumption that mama came up with.But I believe so.And so did her kitties they were all lost! huskie & hagumi : ,(

Yeah I've seen those dogs around here .They're quite big.Not the cute oh I want to hold em one.The one which looks more of a ware woofs. woofs woofs arrrr

I just got my p.Alhamdulillah.But from the way ayah talk.It sounds like I'm going to be the next driver of the house.Boleh ika ambik zarith laak oh.It's our job as children too.Now you know that driving is tiring yeah.With me who has issue with sleeping too much.Argh I hate that.I sleep too much okay very much.But it's nature.I still remember ayah would talk to me in the car after school when I was in pre-school just so I won't fall asleep.I'm a heavy sleeper & I wish there would be a cure for that.Grr -_-''

I wish that I'd be preppy all the time yeah. Just to cheer others & smile.It's fun right. But we all have the downs too.But just a short while though hehe. I love things the way they are.

Oh kaklong.I REALLY HOPE you get well soon.I always pray for your health & will always do.And so do ayah & mama & zarith.We all love you always.I love you & I miss you.I wish you were here.Maybe I could hug you haha. Hmm then I'd treat you like my lil sis haahaa because kan u awet muda hahaha perasan -_-'' haha jk jk.Oh why tell me WHY UITM holidays so sikit during the 2 semester huh? Dah la kinek pake bayaran sistem on9 ada prob tauk sik UiTM iboh canggih ilak bha.sik smua orang canggih ok ghaa.

tengok da da error -_-'' aigoo

I know I left out lotsa stories.I hardly online.

Oh fifa.Higuai messi torres hahah whah all so haha go figure what they all so haha oits ika haha.

Okay I think I'm supporting brazil.argentina.korea rep.south africa.

yeap.

oh brazail vs. portugal

Portugal for 7-0 you're going to get that from brazil haha

eh no dendam dendam ika haha

ok fine

good luck portugal -_-'' sik ikhlas ali jak hah

GREAT LUCK brazil ahahahah go go go

okay errr ika ika haha oh i miss blogging.

I think I'll blog when I feel rajin haha

pemalas -_-*

oh dad sorry late wish in the blog.I jarang online & blogging.

Well you see mama always use my laptop so haha yeah mama nowdays majuu okay.

happy daidai's day haha

I love you :D

i think the world now is cruel

2010-06-18T16:22:00.002+08:00

We've watch them.How they're suffering in tv.But what can we do? Stupid big mind people with brilliatn evil ideas.Why can't they live in a peaceful way?
Poor the Palestinians :(
Israel will keep on dominating the world with EVERYTHING. Media,minds,technology & every single thing.But they would never dominate our heart for the love of Allah :)

Listen to this song ohmo addicted hahaha
He's cute haha oits.

ada apa dengan mereka

2010-06-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

Mereka tidak dapat memahaminya.
Mungkin kerana saya pakai celcom punya line broadband.Slow sikit.
Ada orang pakai digi,maxis & sewaktu dengannya.
Haha apakaaa -_-''
Saya tahu saya lambat tangkap barang.Tapi dah nature.Saya dah usaha taqwa mulia cuba cepatkan tapi masih gagal.Doa sahaja yang mampu mengubatinya.Tapi alhamdulillah tak macam dulu la haha.

Tapi tak dapatkah awak orang semua sekurang-kurangnya HORMAT.
Saya tahu saya masih macam budak.
Pemikiran belum matang tapi kata-katamu yang sungguh menyakitkan hati.
Ingat saya tak ada hati? Suka hati nak koyak.Kalau rasa dah ok staplerkan balik.
Tak pernah awak tanya macam mana hati saya setelah dikoyak & distapler kemudiannya?
Apa mampu saya buat? Hanya tersenyum apabila semuanya OK.
Awak pula? Tak cerminkan diri. Apabila saya marah. Orang tak serious pun.
Tapi saya lemah.Saya tak marah saya keluarkan tangki air mata tak suka ini macam erhhh.
Semua orang buat macam itu.Mereka layan macam itu.Kenapa?
Saya masih macam budak sangatkah sampai dilayan sebegitu?
Baik.Saya akan berusaha untuk jadi matang.

i miss eloise ;(

I used to tell her stories.

Whenever I feel hurt I'd come to her

But now she's gone :(

i miss her & kept on dreaming her & tyra too :(

I got no one to pat on i miss it so much ;(

oh i can't help this tears i'm missing u so much :,(

thankies for the memories :,)

makhluk allah yang baik & berjasa & membawa rezeki terhadap saya & keluarga saya

saya sayang kamu :))

sometimes I wonder

2010-06-14T15:39:00.000+08:00

I know manuisa mudah lalai.Another minute we're scared & another minute we'll be playing like kids.I wish I am constant in everything good I do but it's hard.It's hard to keep things on track you see.I tried & I'll keep on trying to become a better person.Better than yesterday at least : B

Holidays are great as you can recharge the things you do.Bad or good it depends on oneself. The thing I like most is that I get to see mumsie.She's always there to give advises on religion & life.She gives funny talks you see & soft one.She says that when you berdakwah you should not use harsh words.Soft words always make other people's heart melt you see haha .Well it does, to me :D

Family.No other thing like it.You can't find a new family & just replace it.So cherish them.

They're a gift. Being with them, I know I would never fly away :'B

Thankies mama :B

I heart you, always.

Soon I'll be back in UiTM ngaa i still want holidays. I'll hit back on books and stay up late noo.

Hello sleeping at 3.Hello autocad.Hello restless days.

I'll meet my friends again ohmo

It's been a long time eh haha.

I miss lepaking at liyana's & mira's room.

Hello & salam to fizzah liyana & mira hehe

congrats to all of us we survived SEM TWO

what a relieve!

Oh my schedule is not packed as before wohoo.Alhamdulillah.

8 subjects as usual.

But there's QSV ohmo.The seniors say that it's like hafaling ohmo.

It's tough like structure ghaaaa.

Oh & I did NOT maintain my structure grade.Yeah I should have notice that,considering I forgot the steps for the last question.So, I'm not so surprised.But I was quite surprise for my BC aah.Well that's life anyway, full of surprises ain't it?

i heart this song :,B

are we ready?

2010-06-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

looong time oredi ohh

2010-06-13T22:27:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since I last updated my blog.It's alive but just not quite.Since my laptop was unwell I haven't got my heart back to blogging yet & even so after it was fixed. It's like I'm lazy to blog now. Oh my hehe.The truth is I got too many stories to tell that the ideas just flew away like idonotknowwhy. I've been playing around a lot with babe and mama here.I know I sound pretty much like a kid but it is holidays after all.Fair enough for me right :B oh yeah haha.It's my life so bare with it.Oh I got my results already.It took me TWO days to wait patiently to see the results with me own eyes.I asked a friend of mine to check the day after we got the result.
Thankies soo much :B oh I'm just so thankful I did not get dismiss nor did I have to ~~repeat any paper~~s.Whenever we get our result do sujud syukur to Allah as a sign of how thankful we are.I did that for the previous sem & this sem too.That was all I ask for my result, not getting dismiss nor did I need to repeat any of the papers because I know last sem I was lost pretty much.I did not expect much. I even cried after my last paper oh my.I was so freaking scared you see.Alhamdulillah, thank god I didn't fail gaah.

I'm sorry I can't get any marks beyond dekan or 4 flat. I always compare myself with them.Yeah, I know I may not be the brightest child among them but I know I've tried.But mama always tell me to just leave it to Allah.Tawakal & doa.That is what I did.Only Allah knows how scared I was hmm. I don't think my dad knows my result yet.If he does then a lot of interview regarding the result will be going on aiyoo.Like who got the highest marks and bla bla.My parents wants me to become an ID and a builder.Ohh I don't know.I thought of taking degree in cm but now ngaaa.Oh he too wants me to get into tourism and make hotels ahh.I just don't fancy tourism.My passion is for buildings.I fancy that.How each building has a strory behind it & it's history.How we are able to save the environment through buildings.I may not become an architect but just a builder but my passion for building would never fade away :)

Well days spent in miri

Let the pictures do the talk.

I fancy going to parkson with babe and mumsie :D

it's domokun :B

he got a new haircut just so he could wear his cap -_-''

i found johnson body wash yeayh!

Do you know how freaking hard it is to get that!

No you do not :p

kenapa saya tak dapat tengok mata saya aaah mata di mana kamuu??

mari kacau zarith sebab dia suka kacau ika :B

zarith = manja + menjengjelkan

My pumps putus you know.This is a sign for a new pumps.Mama *o*

haha oh please i do not have any pumps bha hehe just shoes

Oh I'm still learning yiruma piano sheet.Still at page one.I know like lame & slow ohmo.

I'm not a pro pianist bha so bare with it.But practice makes perfect ahaa.

Oh I used to think that it's not quite a good idea to put pics of our own.
But then again, I guess it's for memories.Few years from now, I know I'll be smiling & laughing looking back at those pictures.It's not a crime right? It depends on our intention after all.
So I guess it's okay.

Ayah quote's for today:

Life may not always be up all the time & that's the rule of the day you should know

He is a man with wisdom words

love ya

xoxo

ahh.

2010-06-06T00:33:00.000+08:00

i do not know
i feel sleepy.hello mattress & pillows :B
i am lazy.whaaaa i do not want to be ahh.
Going off somewhere.

selamat hari gawai people!

2010-06-01T17:44:00.001+08:00

Selamat hari gawai kepada semua yang menyambutnya dari kpg luak

aku anak miri, welcome to my city, I <3 miri

They used to make this commercial or something when miri just become a city oww.That was years back.
Happy gawai :B

Oh I miss kaklong.I hate this feeling of missing it's ever so oh she's my supersister & i adore her.
I miss you & don't you ever forget that.
Hee congrats on ayah knowing now. (senyum lebar nie haha yer kaklong phewitt! okay mun ika dah ada driving licence amin2 dapat embak tak orang jalan ngehee doa k ika ok unni yoh!)

pictures oh i miss you.Kenak cuti UiTM waktu ogos sekejap gilak aigoo waeyoo??Haha oh dah nasib ika sabar 2x haahaa

Duak taun lalu ngan kazen pas dinner kat marriott

Kiri ke kanan: faris, ika, fadhlee, zarith, kaklong

Thid reminds me of how FAST like super, time past by ohmo :,B

At chicken rice shop,OU

seventeen & thirteen

ahaaa oh mo tetak asa tengok gambha tok ehhh! apuuu.

zaman suara zarith belum garau ahaha

(mati ika mun zarith tengok tok.oh well memories bhaaa :D)

twenty and seventeen

ahaahaa masih sik berubah kemanjaan ini

haahaa

missing unni yoh!

kaklon bring me back some beklawa haha oh mun berat lak embak sikit jak takut susah lak kaklon hehe

i love beklawa

the heavenly sweetness aiyaiyai!

last year :p

yeah, kami suka pretzels

saya suka beklawa.Teramat sangat aaah yummy yum yum :D

(perut kedak concert rock dah ohh aaaaa haha)

mirror oh me old handphone :(

ahh i miss those stickers you know

Yesterday we went to the beach.Ahh classic! Esplanade make way for me ahh who are you for esplanade to make way huh? Oh kamek cuba hamba Allah mok menghayati ciptaan-Nya yagn indah haahaa :B

Betapa indahnya ciptaan-Nya kan? Betapa kecilnya kita & betapa lalainya kita.

You be the judge of that people.

i like this part of miri says mama :B

i love roses.Pink rose hehe credit to mama.

I took em from her garden sshh haha

with zarith at dessert while waiting mama discussing stuffs with charles at nook

A 4 million house designed by charles at marina bay .Not finished yet,open bathroom ohmo super cool
But people can actually see you naked while bathing ah so not cool.

oh incomplete

omg.addicted

2010-05-31T14:40:00.001+08:00

yerp, currently addicted to this.Can't help it.It sounds nice to my ear :D

let's play it then :B

it's great.never better :B

2010-05-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

Things are going great, alhamdulillah :B

I read what I wanted.

Washed away what was bad.

Forgive & forget.

Had fun with my love ones.

Results are coming out quite soon. But I don't think I'll be in Miri.Away for vacation ngee :)

Oh I'm scared.I even dream about it.OH MY well it's all about UDT.Not just the test, everyday in our life hee

this holiday is like too short for me.I found some things during this holiday oh my :B

oh my laptop is going to be fixed soon.Tomorrow perhaps

gone somewhere : (

2010-05-22T10:28:00.000+08:00

Everybody's gone somewhere.Only kak ita & me at home which is just boring.
Ayah's off to work.He works on weekends. Mama's at kuching attending itm cs reunion. Zarith's having his camp. OH it's so quiet here.I want to go out with my family ngee :B i miss kaklong.My loyal roomate.Secrets I share with.Miss you girl :D
my friends are not quite free yet.Grrr.. so we haven't hang out yet.I miss you guys.
Oh & sha's coming to miri this july! But by then I'll be in kuching :( I haven't seen her for ages!!
Asma, when are you coming to miri huuuh? Jeojeo's coming on the 28th of june hehe.
I'm waiting if fiqah is free.We wanna hang out.I'll be meeting siti & khai soon.So much stories to tell.

Miri is a small town & that's the fact I like about it :B

holidays as it is

2010-05-20T12:03:00.001+08:00

It's the usual again.
Same routine everyday.It may be boring but it is holiday after all.
But I'm glad : B

Meeting your ohana after a long time is just super great.No other words to describe that even though zarith keeps on bothering me every chance he could get : p
That's just pure brother i supposed.Well most definitely :D uhuh
Well I'm searching for loads of stuff. The things I do still haven't change that much.

I desperately need to cleanse or purify my heart it's just like how the toke cina of the kede crystal purify their crystals.My family are into crystals bracelets but I just do not fancy accessories that much. It really bothers my movements.I know it may sound like I'm exaggerating but it is true well, for me that is.
Anyway, other than the heart chapter which is a no ending one, I am searching for piano sheets.I miss my piano.My hands are just thirst from banging those keys oh i miss you.
Haha oh & I need to cook.Last weekend I went to IKBN with fiqah.There's this free courses but we choose preparing food.It was okay.
Cookies oh I miss you too :D I want to bake cookies ehee i miss that cookie love oh yeah.
I miss home as it is just every moment of it is just precious : D
oh and I'm using the home pc so no pictures boohoo :(
Ada sikit sot tapi maseh pat pake heehee oh ku gembiraa hahaha :D

after so long :B

2010-05-13T15:35:00.000+08:00

dear blog,
i miss you :B
okay let's make it short
teehee aww i miss you super uber much.
Problems with onlining when your lappy is not healthy aww.
I got to fix my lappy.The one I'm using now is not mine.
It's my mums.
So till then.I won't be blogging that much
Most of the pictures are in my laptop.I'll be blogging like crazy wheb my laptop is fixed.

AT LAST I'm at miri eheee :B i miss home ever so much.
The homey feeling.The love.
Thanks liyana, I read your post hehe.See you next semester heehee
This holiday I'll be spending most of my time uploading pics for mama :o haha ohhh

HOLIDAY: SERVICING TIME !

1 2 3

2010-04-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

AIGOOO.
Well today we had kelas besi again.Bending those bars.Barbenders haha but we didn't use any mahcines or whatever.Just jadi mamat buruh indon.haha
oh my.Assignment are just killing me.Oh well.Patience :) I can't wait to go back home.I want to charge back.I think it's getting weaker.I feel pitty for it oh.Tests monday.Oh my ottokajo? Bohl lah so.. aigoo.
It's unbalanced. I need to balance this equation of mine

:) = :p

not knowing

2010-04-02T14:43:00.000+08:00

Ottokajo- what should I do?
I told liyana.Ottokajo.What should I do? Well I am addicted to this korean drama lately, You're beautiful. It's super cool dude.Hwang taekyung sang a song with the word 'ottokajo' in it.

Lately these few weeks things just gets weirder and more emos along the way.
I HATE it when tears just have to come out.I tried to cover it.I tried to hold it.
But it just came out.Why can't I just keep it like water tanks and let it out before I sleep.
Why must it be done in front of my friends.It really shows how I can't hold them.
Like clouds pouring the rain.It's seriously embarrasing.Why am Ilike a kid.Why do people treat me like one.
I just feel so hurt. Why don't they tell me the important stuffs.Why do people always have to be busy?
I received a call that tuesday.It was short but I felt hurt.Deeply.It's enough that I feel like doing nothing that monday night and the next day I have to deal with another thing.
Am I being invinsible? Do I have special powers like that? It's hard to deal with emotions.I wish I could be sensitive-free.Then I'd be strong O Allah please give me the strength :)

I went to survey camp last week.I totally forgot about assginments.It was great.The only thing to gago was ukur tanah, sembahyang, makan, lepak waktu malam dengan kawan.

If things were to be like that wouldn't that be great? But hit me, it's reality now. The next thing I know after sunday, monday was another day to deal with and so is tuesday, wednesday.Luckily nothing happened on thursday. I wish my heart won't hurt that much.

- If I could talk to my heart, If I could talk to it as if it's an object I would give my heart colourful handy plast. for the scars.I would hug it.

I would tickle it. I would give it a strong foundation with columns and beam and brickwall so that it would never hurt because it's strong now.I would say "I'm sorry heart, biane. Sorry if I'm mean to you.Sorry for the past.Please be stronger.I'll treat you kindly :D

It's all mind setting.But I don't want to terasa ever so easily.Ever since I was small I'm easily touched.Why can't I have a heartless heart at least? So I won't cry or feel hurt.It's so weak.Please heart be strong. I'll take good care of you :B

Happy 47th birthsday mama :D

2010-04-02T14:31:00.000+08:00

THANKIES mama for everything.For being such a cool mum, a supporting mum. A pious ma.A teacher to me. A friend to me. The one who comforts me when I am feeling down. The one who prays for me for the world and hereafter.

You're the best ma anyone could ever have.You always tell us stories and advices and always remind us of the hereafter. That everything in this world is only for a moment.Thanks ma.

You are a kind-hearted mum.You always help your siblings who are less fortunate and also the society who are less fortunate. With the wealth that you have you are willing to help people :) You are my idol.The person who I could tell secrets when I am down. When I could tell no one but you. You are so brave in so many ways. I wish I could be brave enough like you.I hope someday I will.

Finally,You have received my birthday gift and a long letter from me. I do hope you keep it well. I hope you're fine. I miss you ma.Sorry if I have ever hurt your feelings.Sorry If I'm naughthy ma.I love you. I wished you through the phone.Sorry if I didn't wish it in the blog on the day of your birthday. I was bust preparing for the camp.We went on the 25th of march.You turned 47th on the 24th of march.Heehee but I'm glad you recieved my bday present.

Thanks ma, on the day you were born.You're a special someone.You'd always be the hero of my heart.Forever & always :B

With love,

ikaika your daughter ;)

saranghaeyo halmeoni :B
it means
I love you, mama

weeks to go

2010-03-19T22:31:00.001+08:00

I can't wait for holidays to come.I miss home.I hate being here.It's tiring.I don't speak much this week because I feel sleepy haahaa.Oh i soo need to sleep.Ahh yeah I keep quiet when I'm sleepy.Oh and assignments grr I keep on thinking like ahh assingments when to do when to finish.Projects grrr.Model and blah blah.Oh I just want to hug someone .Things are just getting tougher.I feel like I'm stucked in a box, trapped with all these things.But I'll never give in. Sometimes it's just hard to fit it.It's just hard for me well I just find it hard to blend into topics. I'm sloow at cathcing things well it's just how I am.I tried but it just fails everytime I tried.I just want to cry on someome shoulders.Sometimes I hate that feeling when your tears just have to come out but it just did. I tried to be tough. Builders can't be weak. I miss certain things.Well just miss it. I want to spend a day and a night just to stare at the cloud and the sky.Just to feel calm. I speak less these few days.I feel sleepy ahaha mala jak yawning.Oh I just feel tired.Just so many things happen this week.Hard but fragile

Well let's do assignments then SLEEP yeay! oh yea I slept in nenek's car haha uuh nyamaan itoo
Haha

noo oo o

2010-03-14T16:47:00.001+08:00

oh this week is just full of something.
study.laugh.work.stressed-out.scolded.tired.

oh laalaalaa tra la la laa.
OH yesterday they had this gading festival.I bought a super cute key-chain. LIKE SUPER
it's made from felt.I've always wanted felt things like felt pins.Cute ones.
But I coudn't order.I wanted to made one but I don't know where to buy felt cloth.
Oh well then.Hmm I stayed in the hostel this week.
Oh we made the reinforcement bar, for the pad foundation.It was cool.Fizzah was so lihai in this and mira,liyana & aana well I didn't do much.I feel like doing nothing which made me feel like tidak menyumbangkan apa-apa.I just hold the R10 besi.Haha.Oh I don't like the feeling of not helpin.Goyang kaki.But maybe if I did help it would not be as pretty as it is.Hehe well thanks to fizzah.she was so good like it's her thing.Hehe oh man.Saturday was funny but at night oh festival gading is like tiring.The food they sell at the stalls are not very satisfying at all.Just a little bit though.
My coursemate just came back from KL.He brought us back some gifts.It was kind of him considering he is the most annoying person in the class.He bought us chocolates.Yumm.Well thanks.I thought that he wouldn't buy anything because his face is just super & I mean super annoying.

Got my test results back.OH MY it's like the marks are well ghee cukup makan? Yeap.This shows that I need to put on more effort.I'm scared.Really like horrified.Terrified.Ahh sem two is just well speechless.

OH I'm not an AR ok.OH it's like ahh I can't stand it.
Well I can't wait for the holidays, starting in MAY :D
This semester went by super quick.I shoud start studying for the finals now.
The thing is I don't understand what they're teaching with this pack schedule.I have no good time management skills.Trust me :p
I still procrastinate.
~~stars at night.campfire.~~
Next two weeks we're going to have a survey camp in a jungle.Matang area
:D wow this I'm looking foward too

laalaalaa i'm not lost just ran out of the track a bit.But I'll get on it sooner.I know I will.

Three musketeers :B

2010-03-07T12:24:00.003+08:00

Yea, kini anak mama semuanya sudah besar panjang lebar.Tapi nampaknya zarith akan jadi tinggi lagi.Ika ada menconteng di muka dinding kamar tidur abang zarith.HAHA

ABANGKAH budak itu?

pergh alu jak. -_-

Kalau dia cukup tinggi tahap mana-mana ika conteng(ada tahap ketinggiannya) maka, zarith akan dapat hadiah.Anda rasa best tak kalau ada kakak macam itu?? Dapat hadiah kalau tinggi.

HAA mula sudah ika ini perasan.(bisik hati kecil ika)

Wah nguar. . .(buat cerita yang agak hyperbola/hyperbolic)

Ya.Kini zarith agaknya 5 kaki 5 atau lebih rasanya.

Ika hanya 5kaki 2.Hmm geram rasanya apabila zarith dapat menyentuh ceiling & ika tak dapat.

Sebab kami selalu main game itu.Sesiapa dapat sentuh ceiling dia menang.Maksudnya dialah tinggi.

Kaklong, unniku lah yang memulakan permainan ini suatu ketika dulu dia yang tertinggi di antara kami.

TAPI

kini zarithlah yang selalu lead sebab dia sudah tinggi.

Dulu dia kenit(kecil) tapi

sekarang saya yang paling pendek.

Sudah takdir agaknya menjadi tinggi sebegini.Tidak mengapa.

Mama selalu cakap kita harus bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada.

Banyak lagi orang yang banyak kekurangan dari ika tapi mampu tersenyum.

Jadi kita seharusnya bersyukur, alhamdulilah kita tinggi sebegini.

Haha ika sendiri ngrepak untuk ika sendiri.

(Hmph pelik ika ini)

Minggu ini ika kurang online.

Busy dengan assignment jadi blogging pun agak kurang.

AutoCAD temanku.

OH saya dapat penalty lagi bulan ini.Aduh penalty ini membuatkanku rindu pada quran.Sudahlah tertinggal di rumah kampung nenekku lagi.Tidak mengapa.Kini saya berada di rumah nenek untuk mengambilnya.Samppai hati saya terlupa.Oh.Hehe rasa macam setiap kali dapat penalty pasti ika selangkah jauh dariNya.Tapi ada hikmahnya bagi kaum hawa dapat penalty.

Haha ohh semalam kami ada lppkp.Best juak la.Ustaz Elias jadi fasilitator kami.Cara menyampaikan agak menyeronokkan hehe tak mengantok lagi.

Malam tadi ika mimpi mengenai kaklong,zarith & ika ada seorang kakak tapi ika tak rapat.Pelikla tapi ika selalu ingat yang ika rapat dengan kaklong dan zarith sahaja.Tahap ika tak add dia dalam fb.Haha ika ada 4 adik beradik.Bestnya.Hehe tapi itu cuma mimpi.Setelah ika bangun baru ika sedar.Cuma mimpi.Betapa ika rindu mereka dua.Hehe.Hmm agaknya yang seorang lagi itu ..sebab mama pernah tergugur kandunganya sebelum ika.Jadi mungkin ika ada kakak atau abang.Tetapi tak bagus fikir mungkin,kalaulaa saya..tak baik.Semuanya sudah ditentukan.Waa boleh relatekan dalam mimpilah.Hehe tapi semua da takdir.Ika hanya ada kakak dan adik.Baru dua malam yang lepas ika berYM dengan kaklong.Waa rinduunya.Kalau dia berada di UiTM kan best.Hmm tapi dia tidak berada bersamaku.

Baiklah.Buat teman sejatiku, rakanku & kakakku iaitu kaklong.NEVER GIVE IN! Relax, iboh nervous depan patient keh.Ingat jak ya heechul jadi kakong mesti handle with LOVE & CARE .

Good luck in exam.UDT unni like you always say :D Usaha kuat-kuat.Doa kuat-kuat & Tawakkal kuat-kuat.Laju kaklong kita jihad tok.Heehee.Test & assignment.Kami akan berlawan demi mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang.Begitu juga buat adikku yang manja, PMR tahun tok smoga dapat 9A insyaallah.Ika treat zarith mun dapat 5A's for mock.(Only applicable for 5A's & below NOT accepted) Anak-anak haizam mari kita berperang.Hiyaaak! haahaaa : B ok SERIOUS MODE ini

SWITCH ON

yes, I'm pretty

2010-03-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

. . . .much in a agreement with you.

If you combine my title post and the first sentence of my blog post,
It's actually on of those phrase in bel 260 workbook , our english workbook regarding on how to agree with people

haha.

Nick invented that.He's funny.It's supposely to be
YES I'M PRETTY IN MUCH WITH AGREEMENT WITH YOU.
but he said
Yes, I'm pretty.
Much in agreement with you.Haha.It's like okay he's pretty.haha
& i'm pretty in much in a dillema.It seems too obvious that I'm running away from them.
I'm scared.
These few days well I feel tensed.Fatigue.Lesu.
Though builders are supposely to be tough well ,I'm not physically.
But building is mentally challenging.Perhaps I could deal with that insyaallah :)
Physically I'm not because I do not have 6packs.Or eight? or yeah idk actually.Just the pack.Like why is it called packs anyway.OK stop the curiousity.It kills cats
Oh well, I only see fat sticking to my bones -_-
Fat slab.Slab floor slab.Oh

Alhamdulilah, cik noorsaidie was OKAY with our autoCAD only ALLAH knows how glad I felt.Not sleeping last night was worthy.Totally.Building students are crazy.Around 2am went to the hostel field just to take a walk with them and cracked a bit ho
Hilangkan tensi drawing.Well I'm still learning to draw you know, so it's quite hard for me.My hand are still shy.Autocad is not eazy as peanuts yet.Haha Belum kenal maka tak cinta.Eh or is it tak kenal maka tak cinta.Our BM teacher use to say that.hehe.Oh well.

Saya mahu mencontohi Isteri Rasullulah s.a.w, Khadijah & Aisyah .Mereka sangat hebat terlalu amat sangat.
WARNING: Okay di sini konteks BM ika memang sudah salah.
Jadi budak SPM dan kebawah janganlah contohi bahasa ini kerana ia teramatlah sangat terlalu salah di sisi dewan bahasa.
OK tajuk asal balik ika.
Sebab dia merupakan seorang wanita yang hebat : ) saya mahu jadi hebat agar cemerlang dunia & akhirat.Banyak perlu diperbaiki.Oakie.Ika jaiyou.Work it to the top

:o let's sleep.After isya' I'm so going to do that.Nikmat ituu! ahhh. -_- hee biak kecik

a week to bare.a bear to care

2010-03-01T01:09:00.002+08:00

Last week must be one of the mind challenging week ever.

It's not tough physically but mentally.

My patience was truly tested.

Allah please guide me O Allah.

I just want things to be in it's modest way because that is how islam is.

Please,I was totally disturbed.

Assignmnets+test+plus the that thing= ahh?

So I was pretty much confused.

Dancing in the middle of the night with backstreet boys song &dance move

Ahaha oh & super junior's sorry sorry song.

Dance untuk hilangkan tensi anda setelah berjam-jam tak buat assignment anda yang akhirnya besok pagi hantar sejam lewat kerana printer rosak orang ramai pakai & box tender sudah tiada.

BERBALOIKAH? ahh terserahlah.Ika akan buat assignment enviro sungguh-sungguh.

Baiklah kalau begitu mari kita belajar ~~building construction~~ yang ujiannya besok

YA! mari mari kawan, mari adik

EH melelat dah nek ika eh

Not getting enough sleep is a

OH SO USUAL
thing for building students.

Well,that is just how things are.It just gets tougher along the road.

Adat belajar ika.Mama ALWAYS says that to me.It is true.

I am truly confused.

It's as if I'm avoiding.

Are the trying to suck me in.Like vacuums sucking.

Thanks to a bunch of friends who warned me.

I just like things to be in it's modest way.

Too much is just well out.
Thanks to
Fizzahliayanamiraekinana
thanks you guys
if you guys didn't tell then I'd probably be oh
thankies
thankies a gazillion years
:)

If things are out of hand then I'd just stand still,

Not wanting to carry them on my shoulders anymore,

These tears are unbearable to hold,

I'll let it go ,I'll let it flow.

For I know Allah would not test me beyond my limits,

I know I must carry them,

In the best way that i could,

If i fall i'll rise up.

I would never give in.

NEVER

I know there are others who went through more than what I can bear with.

I'll get through as long as I know that Allah is with me.

I know that I'll be doing just fine.

I know I'm still a kid.Trying to blend with things.I know I'm weak but guide me.I know there a loads of things which are unknown to me so tell me for my mind is dying for curiousity but do not ever influence me to what more is more but just modest for you have just erode my mind with things I should not know about.I hate this feeling.

bear.I want to hug a bear
*huggies*
but zarith is huggable hah
he's so not a bear

maulidur rasul :D

2010-02-26T23:30:00.001+08:00

Maulidur rasul :D

always remember our prophet where ever we are & whenever we are.

Not only for today but ALWAYS.

bukan ajak dengan cara berarak kita pat sambut.

ngeee

Our beloved prophet PBUH.

hehe

oh perbanyakkanlah berselawat ke atas nabi

ingatlah betapa BESARNYA pengorbanan baginda yang tercinta

dalam menyebarkan agama Islam.

Ada cartoon rasulullah s.a.w ika tengok last year kat you tube

tem cuti spm

free laaah gilak

wah best gika touching sampey ika nanges tengok pengorbanannya nang

subhanallah.

Tapi nya sikla ngeso muka rasulullah s.a.w

hehe

hmm walaupun jadul skolah pack gila walaupun penat gilakan tapi apa yang kita korbankan semua sik setimpal dengan rasulullah s.a.w kita ,yang pengorbanannya besar sekali.

Mun sik, sikkan la sampey ke kita kan agama islam?

Agama yang mudah.

indah.

Syukurnya ika bergelar sebagai seorang muslimah

oh yeah.ika udah liat KCB2

best banget.Waduh kok sudah beklaka indon

broken indon ahaha

hmm asaanya da sambungan gik sik?

wah best skali jak

ma suruh ngeso kat nenek gambar kat umrah & tem cuti kat bandung

hoho ika suka gambar tok

ngan zarith.rindu kat nya haha

kaki kaco.

NOT

haha siklaa bait nya eh

adik yang baik.

ustad kenit nya ya

tueja p..

ahaha rahsia laa

ahah sekdalaa

& juak kaklong ohmy

ika rindu beklaka ngan kaklong.ika mok tanyak kaklong something

macam oh i need your opinion oh my

missing you my sister :D

my idol

oh and to chickub

syazana : D

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

ahahaha

special day sama birthday dengan rasulullah s.a.w tapi calendar masihi ngan hijrah la hehe sik sama2.

huhuh

siap sok da kenak tikan mortar tok!!!

ahahaha

~~beach :)~~

oh birru nya laut.indahnya ciptaanNya.

subhanallah.maha suci allah :D

Total pleasure

2010-02-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

What is that total pleasure?

When you're a U student SLEEPING can be a total pleasure.

Tidur itu ~~nikmat~~ kalau kita adalah pelajar U. Dahulu ika rasa lucu kalau kawan ika tak jalan di hujung minggu & tidur sahaja waktu belajar di U.

Katanya NIKMAT.

DAHULU tak percaya tapi kini.

Lagi-lagi kalau jadual agak pack, assignment yang tidak menentu.Test yang berbaris mengikut barisannya.

OH baru saya tahu rasanya.Walaupun sedikit sudah memadai .Tapi kalau banyak oh! itu lagi nikmat.HOHO.

Tidur dengan adab.Tidur pun boleh mengburnkan calories tahu tak? Yer-yer belajar dari building enviro tek .

wah

~~Nyaman~~ skali jak upa katil yaa!

empuk dan lembut

Haha

sleeping

thermal comfort.

Seems to be for me : B

HYBERNATION

I saw a squirrel this morning.

Taking pictures of it can be very difficult as it moves pretty fast I tell you.

I used to take pictures of squirrel back in my neighbourhood

HAHA

Orang sitok klaka lain dikit dari orang miri.

Banyak juak perkataan baru ika belaja ahaha Penghargaan kepada:

Liyana, Mira, Fizzah, Ana,

sesiapa jak nak ajar ika word bar.

oh sidak kadang-kadang klaka main setengah juak dak

bar= baru

lam= lam

haahaa setail juak klaka giya oh.

Haha orang miri sik beklaka giya bha.

Jadi haha benda baru k ika bha.

haha tengok ika nang kuar topik jak banyak.

OOT

out of topic

beyond limits

TAGLINE BUILDTECH

Trinikens trip

sleeping people

tired.

perhaps.

oh well.

~~being captured~~

heeeheee

: p

I found a picture of liyana!

heehee gotcha liyana.

she's cute.

AHHHH

her tagline

: D

sleep

assingmentsohwhatisvalvewhatwhatwhatohtestbuildeingmaterialsohihavenotstudyanythingyetthetestistomorrow

sik terkata.selamat jalai

2010-02-20T16:44:00.001+08:00

pizza hunting with zarith & ayah on the day upon reaching miri

mama still somewhere in dubai

left us 4 in miri

hoho

sian

I saw UiTM punya bus at parkson.

sapa endak gi miri oh.

Ika siap jumpa da org pake baju

KESATRIA

lam parkson

hiyooh!

zarith took my badges!

my cute ones

it has been sticked already

hmm

;(

huskie & hagumi

: B

miri goes green

as they

BANNED PLASTIC

SUNDAYS

: B

i like i like

if you USE it then you'll be charged

20 cents each.

haha

baguskan.

Ika rasa ini adalah insiatif yang bagus untuk mengurangkan penggunaan plastik di muka bumi ini

ini bukan slot menyuntik

ONE EYE

or dajjal

kepada sesiapa

cuma begambar ngan cermin keta jaaak

ehehe

selamat tinggal kasut lam.

kasut lamaku

:'(

ok let the pictures do the

TALK

malas daah

uncle lan.nya best

nya mok post juak stick out tongue ngan peace.

dak ah lians posing

haha

nya uncle special ika.

Tek ika cita sal pusak ika katnya.Hehe

oh kebun missing you.

The wind in your face

~~SWUUUUSSH!~~

~~miri~~

leaving you once again.

what have I gained?

- + = o ?

+ + = 100

- - = -100